I got pulled over for expired tabs yesterday. and then I got pulled over for expired tabs again about an hour later.
yep, that kind of day.
as I was sitting there....the first time....watching the cop write my ticket in the rear view, I realized that most of the time I don't feel or act like an adult. I have no idea what I am doing and I am totally irresponsible...but I have learned to fake it over the years.....which begs the question: why learn to fake it, when you could actually learn to take care of responsibilities like an adult?
Because, dear abandoned blog,
I was going to put an answer there that would make all sorts of sense.....but I couldn't get past this: I'm lazy. because I am too lazy to be a grown-up.
I was too lazy to renew my tabs. I am too lazy to clean the fridge or fold the clean laundry.
the moments I actually feel like an acceptable adult/wife/mom are the following:
1. after the cleaning lady comes each month.
that is it. that is the only time I feel like a grown up.