i am girl who likes cake. i also like dresses and vases full of flowers. i have had a hole in my heart. this is was about filling that hole.
now my heart is full....and getting fuller.
journey so far...
aug 08 - start "not stopping" it from happening. also known as "sorta trying" oct 08 - first month of using opk's, FF charting nov 08 - bfp at 11dpo dec 08 - u/s at 6 weeks shows no heartbeat dec 23 - D&C jan-march 09 - back to "sorta trying" but not really. may 09 - first month back using opk's july 14- OMFG digital test says "pregnant"!! july 19, 2009-byebye to another hopeful pregnancy. another miscarriage....going to try again right away.... Sept 11- bfp at 11dpo. hoping it sticks. Oct 6- we saw the heartbeat! Dec 22- IT'S A BOY!!!!!!! May 12, 2010- Milo is born on a beautiful sunny day in Seattle after a short yet mind blowingly painful all natural, drug free delivery.
August 2011- first PPAF (still BFing)
Oct 13- positive pregnancy test
Oct 24- Miscarriage #3
Nov 2011- on the bench
Feb 13 2012- bfp
Feb 15- bleeding, another MC, right?
Feb twentysomething- WRONG, blood test positive!
March 7- we have a heartbeat!!!!
May 24- GIRL!
blogs i read about women who are trying, have tried, are pregnant or have babies